Suddenly feel so alone .
Yesterday , someone text me .
She say something hurt me .
What the hell .
I hate it .
I dislike let people hurt .
including HER .
Babe Laogong `
You going to sick .
Are you Okay ?
I'm so worry about you .
Must take care of yourself .
Don't always wanna study and forget to care about your health .
I'm always here .
I will always be your side .
This few day I feel unhappy at school .
Whenever I'm smiling .
But actually I'm unhappy .
Nobody know me at school .
They just thought that I'm happy when I play with them .
But actually I'm not .
I know you all not really understand about me .
I won't blame you all .
Exam is coming .
That is what I worry about .
I haven't study yet .
Actually I don't know what teacher teaching .
I realized that I'm stupid .
I don't want to drop class next year .
I will be punish by my parents .
I Don't Want .
I want study hard .
This few days .
I doing something and hurt myself .
I know that is a stupid way to let others know I'm moody .
But ,
I can't choose .
There were too many unfair things happened around me .
Why ?!
Why is me ?!
I really gonna be crazy .
I dare not to let Laogong know that .
I scare she angry .
I scare she simtia .
I scare she don't want talk to me .
But .
There is really too many things happened on me .
What can I do ?
I can't do anything .
Just can act happy in front of anyone .
That's HARD !
Laogong , I'm sorry .
Don't blame me when you see this .
I Love You
Please Call Me____Ms.Eunice