Friday, August 20, 2010

Suddenly feel so alone .

Yesterday , someone text me .

She say something hurt me .

What the hell .

I hate it .

I dislike let people hurt .

including HER .

Babe Laogong `

You going to sick .

Are you Okay ?

I'm so worry about you .

Must take care of yourself .

Don't always wanna study and forget to care about your health .

I'm always here .

I will always be your side .

This few day I feel unhappy at school .

Whenever I'm smiling .

But actually I'm unhappy .

Nobody know me at school .

They just thought that I'm happy when I play with them .

But actually I'm not .

I know you all not really understand about me .

I won't blame you all .

Exam is coming .

That is what I worry about .

I haven't study yet .

Actually I don't know what teacher teaching .

I realized that I'm stupid .

I don't want to drop class next year .

I will be punish by my parents .

I Don't Want .

I want study hard .

This few days .

I doing something and hurt myself .

I know that is a stupid way to let others know I'm moody .

But ,

I can't choose .

There were too many unfair things happened around me .

Why ?!

Why is me ?!

I really gonna be crazy .

I dare not to let Laogong know that .

I scare she angry .

I scare she simtia .

I scare she don't want talk to me .

But .

There is really too many things happened on me .

What can I do ?

I can't do anything .

Just can act happy in front of anyone .

That's HARD !

Laogong , I'm sorry .

Don't blame me when you see this .

I Love You

Please Call Me____Ms.Eunice